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[May. 6th, 2004|02:28 am] |
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| | The Reason - Hoobastank | ] | tired.. cant sleep sick.. REALLY sick
uggh, ive been up for 3 hours now..
..why did allergies have to turn into a cold, yeah and my brother took all the medicine, even tho hes not sick, and hes going to the doctor and im like losing sleep, cant breathe, cant do much of anything and hes going to the doctor. i dont really get it. its not really fair. haha, im used to it.. but i just dont want to be sick anymore.
my dad did take me to get peter pan bc of my sickness.. even tho i had to pay for it. errr, well i guess its better than riding my bike.. or having my mom take me! yeahh. this sucks really bad. i came home and got sicker. and this week so far i got like no sleep. this sucks. errr. i dont wanna be sick anymore. i hope im not sick for the weekend.. i'm soo tired but i cant sleep at all. i cant even lay down. errr, oh well..
waking up at 6 for school is gonna b terrible!
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[Apr. 28th, 2004|01:41 pm] |
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| | Gretchen Wilson - Redneck Woman | ] | COURTNEY JANE BOYLE IS THE COOLEST PERSON EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! syke! haha<3 |
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| yeahh.. |
[Apr. 27th, 2004|04:17 pm] |
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| | sick | ] |
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| | yellowcard - ocean avenue | ] | sunday, i had a soccer game, but we lost :-\ 3-1. it was an okay game tho. we played better against cherry hill. that was a good game. anyway.. me and erin went to pizza hut after and that was a lotta fun. then i came home and did my project and homework till like 11:30. it was bad. yeahh..
yesterday i had a track meet and i ran. haha, i came in 2nd! haha, yeah.. 31.2? is that good for a 200. i was just trying to stay in my lane. then i went to burger king for dinner and friendlys for ice cream. then i came home, did some hw and went to bed.. funnn!
today i had track, got done at 4.. no track tomorrow, and im gonna get a shower, and lay down bc im sooo sick. ttyl <3 |
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| yestersay |
[Apr. 25th, 2004|11:53 am] |
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| | ROCK YOUR BODY | ] | yesterday, i woke up at like 7 for track. we ran on the longport bridge.. omg it was the worst thing ever. well not really but it was pretty bad. then i went home, got ready, melissa came over then we went to christines then we walked to the bayfest. haha, it was sooo fun! haha, i never laughed so hard in my life. me kristen and christine learned how to line dance, i think thats what its called, it was something with country music, that was really really funny. yeahh.. i saw some ppl that i havent seen in a while. that was pretty cool. i saw my little sister brittany and she gave me a huge hug. it was the cutest thing ever. shes not really my sister.. shes like my neighbor or something but i havent seen her in like a year. yeah so then uhm me and melissa got some pretty weird things.. haha. yeah then we walked to dairy queen at like 3:30. we saw chris and brandon there and also rozie stacey and kayla. we talked to them for a while then me and melissa went to my house and just hung out. we walked to friendlys for dinner and got some goooood food. then we went back to my house. we were sooo tired. chris and brandon came over and we just hung out.. i was so mad. we were supposed to hang out with todd and his friends but that never happend :-\ NEXT WEEKEND DEFINATELY. its gotta happen. hah, yeah. melissa just ended up ssleeping over and we went to mcdonalds for breakfast.. and yeahh.. gotta go to soccer now.. |
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[Apr. 20th, 2004|08:01 pm] |
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| | 3 doors down - i feel you | ] | today was such a long day at school. i was only late for 2 classes. im getting better :-) haha, i found out that i didnt have track so i went home and *SOMEONE* came over and we skateboarded, well actually he did, but i tried, but i didnt have shoes so it hurt. then we went surfing. it was so cold but it was so worth it. it was so fun.. once i got out there it was alright. getting out was the worst. my feet were frozen and i didnt realized all the shells and i like have holes in my feet, its weird but then we walked to dinos and some guy "bob" was there.. haha, he was mad weird. yeah then we walked back and sat on the beach for like an hour or so and just talked about the funniest stuff. it was great. yeah, then we left and i gotta do some homework now. yeah blah, i owe so much. :-\ |
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| florida! |
[Apr. 19th, 2004|04:44 pm] |
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| | jessica simpson- take my breath away | ] | saturday- we left at like uh 4:30 in the morning and we got to georgia at around like 3:30pm.. i got a shower then we went down to the riverwalk for dinner and then we went to the candy store. yummm. hah, ew the horses poop on the road. then we went back to the room and went to bed.
sunday- easter. it didnt feel like easter tho. we went to huey's for breakfast. it was yummy. then we got back on the road and went to florida. we stopped at the coach outlet and got wristbags. they're so cute. then we got to the hotel. it was hot there. i didnt feel like going out to dinner so i stayed in and watched frankie muniz on nickelodeon. hes sooooo cute. haha, no im not crazy. when andrew tyler stacey and dad got home, tyler and andrew were pissed at me and i didnt feel like being near them so i went into the bedroom and watched the lightning and comedy central presents, then went to bed.
monday- i rented a surfboard and i stayed out at the beach all day. after that we went to dinner at portofino, my dads favorite resturant, and then we went to the mall to get a prom dress (*i guess i wont be needing it anymore tho..*) then we got home and i wanted to go to starbucks so we went there and when i was walking back upstairs, i saw these kids (dan and robert) they said something to me but i ignored it. i went inside and got my bathing suit on and me and stacey went down to the hot tub.. the kids were right behind us so we started running and then they chased us. we went to the hot tub (me and stacey) and we met this very nice black girl. haha actually she was really annoying. but anyways, she helped us find dan and robert and got them talking to us. we stayed out with them, talking and stuff, til like midnight.
tuesday- we went to surfshops and stuff, walked around town with the boys. they were really funny. robert was really shy around stacey tho. dan bought me a pretzel and some guy came upto us and asked us if we wanted to go to his hotel part-ay. haha we met a lotta 18 year old guys. only like 2 were cute tho. yeah then we went back to the hotel and we took the surfboard, that i rented, back. then we got back and had dinner. and me and stacey went down with the boys. haha hung out with them all night. yupp.. i hurt my toe when i kicked the football, my dad yelled at me a lot, i was really pissed off, we went to blockbuster, then back to the hotel.. i forget what happend.
wednesday- we left for orlando and went to mgm. my dad made me go on the tower of terror. omg me and stacey were screaming our heads off. we went on some rides and i saw radio disney.. my goal the whole vacation. haha, after that we went to universal and went on rides there. they changed alotta the rides and they just had to change JAWS and stacey made me sit on the side and i like peed myself. haha NOT COOL STACE! haha, then we went every other ride there. theres alotta new rides too, like the mummy and shrek. they were cool. the mummy was closed tho. we went to margaritaville for dinner and then went back to the hotel. we were all pooped.
thursday- we went back to universal and island of adventure. it was funn. i went on a lotta new rides. like the mummy, back to the future, spiderman (even tho i kept taking off my glasses bc i got scared) and uhhm.. i forget what other one. the mummy was the cooooooolest ride ever. its a rollercoaster but you so dont expect it. uhmm.. me and stace went on the hulk and i was like it shoots off and she was like what? then it shot us out soooo fast. it was a really long coaster. hmm, we went on 2 water rides and we were SOAKED. we went to nickelodeon and we were the oldest outta the kids. haha and the tallest, YES I WAS TALLER THAN SOME OF THE KIDS! haha. yeah that was fun. then we went back and saw the boys and hung out with them til like one in the morning. we got kicked out of the hotel and the security guard made us go to the beach. that was fun.. hmm, what else.. then me and stacey were locked outta the room til like 2am.
friday- in the morning we met up with the boys but they werent talking to me bc i threw sand in dans eyes and he couldnt see. yeah, but they eventually started talking and it was fun. we went in the hot tub a lot and played in the pool. me and nicole went in the hot tub, then the pool, then the really cold outside pool and i like couldnt breathe when i got out. we all went in the hot tub after THAT WAS FUN ;-) but nicole knocked her teeth out and she left and then we got out and brittany came and got me and she told me but i had to go to get dinner. me and stacey got ready then we saw dan and evan so we went on the beach and talked to them and then me and stace went to wendys, soo many black people bc of the black college reunion. after that, we went back to the hotel, i saw dan so i talked to him and asked us if we wanted to go bowling instead of the pier. it was fun.. haha i WAS wining until robert and dan caught up. then we went back to the hotel and played air hockey. i was wining but then robert beat me.. it wasnt fair! dan went to the bathroom and i went in after him and robert locked me in there and it was scary. yeah then we talked and robert went back to the room and then dan did and that was the last time we saw them. :-(
saturday- dan and robert left.. me and stacey went to dennys in the morning for breakfast. we were the only white ppl there. then we went to the surf shops and then the beach and the pool. we got every flavor daquari and nicole and brittany hung out with us until we had to leave at 6.. i didnt wanna leave. it was too nice there but its alright here. i only slept for like 3 hours tho.
sunday- got home at like 9.. then cleaned my room and went to soccer. soccer was fun, it was a good CLEAN game. we lost tho 2-1. i missed 3 goals and i was really pissed. one hit the pole. i thought it was going in! yeah but anyways, i got home and then i was taking my nails off but i accidentally took my real nail off and it hurts. i had a really bad headache and i couldnt think straight and i had to write this paper so my mom let me stay home today (monday) so i could write it.
monday- me and my mom went running on the boardwalk (5 miles), then out to breakfast. yummm. i treated her to breakfast with my leftover money. yeahh.. and uhm, nothing else happend but im going to bed now so ttyl <3 |
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[Mar. 31st, 2004|08:06 pm] |
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[Mar. 18th, 2004|06:34 pm] |
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| | exhausted | ] | i havent really written in this for a while.. nothing special happend. my bday was okay. melissa chelsea stacey and rozie! you girls are awesome! thanks for everything <3lylas yeahh.. im bored now and idk what else to do! ttyl <3 of course.. i love my bryan |
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| st pattys day (early) |
[Mar. 14th, 2004|12:51 am] |
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| | good charlotte - the anthem (shake it.. lmao) | ] | today.. i woke up at 8:19 and got ready for the run. we picked up melissa then went to the bank and we were there forever. then we went to staceys then the run. haha, soo cold.. soo worth it. we were freeezing and we started the race and i tried to get stacey and melissa to run with me but i lost them like after the 2nd light. haha. yeahhh, i ran the whole thing. i was pretty surprised. i got 24 something, and melissa and stac got 37:59. haha, yeah then we went in to eat and we watched the food while the lady was bringing it out so we got to get our food first. :-) we got soo much to eat. then we went to find the car and ended up in heritage. MY FAVORITE STORE E-V-E-R. then we went to maynards and got more free food, and st pattys day stuff and then went on the float. it was funn bc we got to throw candy at people. lolol yeahhh, then we got off and went to get funnel cake. omg it was the best ever. sooooo good, but we had to walk the rest of the way bc we couldnt catch up to the float, then we went back to the bar for moree food. i <3 this time of year.
we picked up bryan on the way home and he came over. yeahh, what can i say?? it always ends up funn. i just gotta look past that little bitch and see the good side (if there is one with her) OMG i hate her, but hey! all of my friends do so its all gravy, rite? yeahh i love bryan.. haha soo many great times. <3ya
I LOVE BRYAN |
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| ouch |
[Mar. 12th, 2004|11:32 pm] |
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| | nauseated | ] |
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| | Disturbed - Down with the Sickness | ] | today, i went to school, and it was fun. just kidding.. my neck was bothering me, i had 4 tests and i have homework. after school i got my nails done then i went to see bryans mother perform in oc. after that i went to his house only for a little but i felt sooooooooooooooooo.. like i was gonna pass out bc i saw my stitches. EWW i could never be a doctor.. oh wait, yeah ya need to be smart. im eating a butterfinger blizzard which is amazing. i went to dq every day this week so far and got the same thing. tomorrows gonna be long.. sucks. ttyl <3
i <3 bryan -- sorry bout tonight! |
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| oops! |
[Mar. 9th, 2004|08:01 pm] |
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| | blah | ] |
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| | Jump 5- Welcome | ] | sunday- on sunday i had a soccer game.. me cait and erin drove up there together. it was a fun car ride! then we went to the coaches house and got our new shirts. then we went to the game.. long, hard game (and painful) haha.. lol, okay anyway.. the car ride home was ehh. everyone was tired. i got the goal at the game in the first half but then the other team got a goal so it was 1-1 in the end. ehh, we all worked are asses off so it payed off. i got home, and just crashed. i went to church and then came home and went rite to bed.
monday- woke up at like 6:50.. talked to bryan for a bit, then took a shower and got ready for the funeral. my little cousin adam came over and we talked about everything, his girlfriend, school.. haha, hes so cute. hes in 3rd grade now and hes had the same girlfriend since kindergarden.. god bless him. after that we went to wawa, i got cappachino and he got a pack of gum. we showed up at the funeral, said our hellos and stood with mom-mom then whole 3 hours. then the mass started and it was very sad. after was the worst. i tried not to cry, but then i just had too bc it was SO bad. oh my gosh. so then me and my dad went home and got changed then we went to the doctors. very funnny. after that we went to the italian gormet and we ate a bunch of food. (it was the reception from the funeral) after that partay, me and my father went to the mall and shopped at PAC SUN again. funnnnn! (i was supposed to pay but my dad kept throwing the credit card on the counter so i just couldnt say no) so then i went home, did laundry, homework, phone then went to bed.
today!! (tuesday)- today was soo long. my first real school day since last monday!! it was soooooooo long. soo much homework but i got most of it done. it was going bad, i got a little better after the condom/birth controll stuff in health, but then my mom called and said the doctor wanted to do surgery today. right then i was like shaking. i was scared. so yeahh.. i was nervous the rest of the day. so after school, i was at my locker and my sweet brother came up and kicked me in the back. right where im hurt (my tailbone) hes soo nice! but wait, after that, i was walking to his car, and he just drove away. i was really sore from lifting, soccer and getting kicked but i still had to get home so i started walking. i called bryan but i didnt know the name of the street i was on so he couldnt pick me up. my brothers friends steve and rachael asked me if i wanted a ride home but i had faith that my brother was gonna come back but he didnt, so my mom came and got me. me, my mom, and andrew got in a big fight but andrew didnt get introuble -- OF COURSE NOT!! haha. i wasnt surprised. so then i had to leave and get surgery. my dad was making me laugh a lot. it was really funny but the surgery was still.. ehhh. okay so then when i got home, bryan came over and we had dinner, then he left. fun, huh? yeah so then i went to dairy queen and my moms work (<-- im there now) when i get home, im gonna brush my teeth and go to bed!! sounds wonderful right now.. my cheek, ear, collar bones, arms and neck are all still numb. its not fair!! it was soo worth it tho.. ew i could feel him pulling the stitches through. omg it was soo nasty. so anyway.. im gonna go watch some will and grace.. ttyl <3
I LOVE BRYAN SOO MUCH |
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| asleep.. |
[Mar. 7th, 2004|01:02 am] |
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| | sore | ] | i woke up at 8 bc of my "cute" dog :-\, then took a shower and went out to a bakery and dunkin donuts with my dad then to my mom-moms. it was sooo sad. the funerals on monday. :-( after that, i went over to my aunts and we decided that we wanted to go to the outlets in ac. so we got a lotta shopping done and then we came home and showered and stuff, bryan came over and then we went out to dinner to planet hollywood. MY favorite resturant for MY birthday because MY aunt dot and uncle russ are going to be in las vegas for MY birthday. after dinner, bryan came over and we watched a movie.. i was soo tired.. well i still am but it feels like im sleeping. i fell asleep but bryan woke me up like a second later. i just got back from taking him home a few minutes ago and im poooooped. ttyl
bryan is the best boyfriend in the whole world!! i love him sooo much. |
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[Mar. 6th, 2004|12:02 am] |
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| | Eamon- I don't want you back | ] | yeah, well, i got more sleep! i went back to sleep at around 7 but woke up at 8. then i went to school, i had soo much to do. i had to get my weekly report thing signed, get my work from tuesday and thursday that i missed, do the work from today and then get the work that im gonna miss on monday due to surgery and the funeral. i cant wait til this is all overr. yes, so after school we had track. thats gonna be fun!! i can tell.. haha. then i came home, dropped my stuff off then went over to my mom-moms house and cleaned. after that, i went to my "aunts" house and cleaned her house. sheesh, after that, i came home and got a quick shower then went to bryans. my aunt picked me up like 15 minutes early bc she couldnt remember what time i asked, and my dad and uncle were driving her crazzy! so she made me laugh the whole time in the car. then we went to my mom-moms house and i opened my birthday presents. i got a new bed set (hawaiian = awesome) and clothes that are really funny but now i have 3 of the same capris but just in different colors. haha, yess crazzy dotty!! haha. i got a fortunoff necklace and shes taking my tiffanys ring back for a new one bc its all messed up. yeahh.. i got a tommy bag, and a pretty green and pink bag with money in it and i think thats it. haha, yeahh. i made 200$ today.. :-) hahaha. well im bored.. ttyl <3 i<3bryan |
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| why!?!?! |
[Mar. 5th, 2004|04:00 am] |
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| | lostprophets - last train | ] | yesterday, my mom got a phone call at like 7:41 in the morning saying that my "soon-to-be" grandfather died of a heart attack which really sucks bc he was a very cool guy, he wasnt old at all, and my dad had a heart attack already. yeahh.. so i had to call my dad and tell him and that was pretty hard on me. i went to school at 10:30 and tried to forget about it. 4th period, i was quiet.. but after 4th i saw my cousin and my brother in the hallway. me and my cousin had to tell my brother bc he didnt know. my brother was very disappointed. when we were walking away, all my brother could say was "..but hes a very cool guy!" yeahh, and he could cook some yummmmmy food. :-( oh well, things happen..
i left school at around 12:30 bc my mom had to pick me up (between going from telling my great grandparents about george and telling my other family members that didnt know) to take me to bryans house. 2 hour day.. verry nice. yeahh. so i got to bryans and he got there like 15 minutes after i did. we left at around 2 and got at the place at like 3.. something. i called my mom to see if everything was okay, but then my cousin called back which was pretty hard on me bc me and my cousin are really close and he wanted me to be there with him. soo anyway.. we got to the meet and bryan did very good. i thought the other guys were definately gay. holy potatoes were they! haha, bryan says they werent but he wasnt sitting where i was so he could see everyone and what they were doing. some kid came up and sat behind me and i couldnt listen to him talk! uhh.. can you say gay?! and that he definately was! haha. bryan got 9th. we went out to dinner after which was very nicee.
okay, i get home from dinner last nite and my brother has the oven on.. he prolly fell sleep at like 7 and i got home at around 11. soo smart. so then, like 15 minutes ago, i hear a bang which woke both my mom and me up! we were both to tired to actually "inspect" the house so i went back in my room. after im awake, i cant go back to sleep which is pretty wonderful since i went to bed at like 12. i love 4 hours of sleep! haha. ttyl
;-) i love bryan! <3 |
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| CAROLYN LOVES BOBBY |
[Mar. 2nd, 2004|03:42 pm] |
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| | CAROLYN TOLAND GETS IT FROM HER MAMA! | ] | haha, aww. today was soo nice.. i slept in and rozie picked me up for school at 10:10 and brought me french vanilla cappachino from wawa. it was soo nice. then we went to the auditorium and sat there til 10:30.. funny stuff, a lot of weirdos. then we went to hr then to the lobby to leave for the field trip. haha, funnny. the play was alright. it was so funny tho. yeahh.. then we came back early and we had to go to 8th period. :-\ (garrison) then to english. we were only in that class for like 15-20 minutes which was nicee. yeah im bored now.. im going to bed at like 5. im soo tired. ttyl <3 CAROLYN AND BOBBY!! awwww. haha, weird kid.. he doesnt talk at all. |
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[Mar. 1st, 2004|06:28 pm] |
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| | sick | ] |
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| | SHAKE IT LIKE A MOTHER FUCKIN SALT SHAKER | ] | school = boring
not enough sleep = mucho tiredness
hspa = 10:30 school
play = no classes :-)
..yeah! good stuff. ahhh, i'm tired. i had to make my own dinner, but i really really dont feel well at all. i dont think i made my dinner right! ahh, well i'm going to bed now! ttyl |
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| don't worry.. be happy! :-) |
[Feb. 29th, 2004|07:53 pm] |
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| | Usher - Yeah | ] | ok, yesterday i got in the biggest fight with my parents.. nothing new tho. haha, so then it was my moms birthday and i had to stay home from kbg's party but i went to the sleepover and that was fun. i went to bed at like 4-4:30 then til like 7:15 or something.. so much sleep! then i left at around 11, and came home, took a shower, got dressed then went to soccer. it was soo funn! i love that team. its amazing! haha, bryan came to the scrimage. then after, bryan came over and we made brownies. im sore from slide tackling. caitlin scored the goal.. half asleep. haha, shes great. yeahh, today was fun. ttyl <3 i<3bryan |
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| today.. |
[Feb. 28th, 2004|12:30 am] |
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| | sleepy | ] |
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| | Black Eyed Peas- Shut Up | ] | oh yeah.. i had school today! why does it feel like saturday.. well its 12:36, so yeahh. haha, okay im confused, okay anyway, i went to school, came home, cleaned up my room, then went to my moms work. haha, those people are nuts! theyre really funny tho. then she took me to bryans at like 6.. something. yeahh, we did stuff, then went in the hot tub. the hot tub was crazzzy cool. sooooo funn! haha, it was soo funny. lmao, i guess you had to be there. okay anyway, im home now and i just got finished eating oreos and ceral.. and milk.. well i drank milk, i didnt eat it. TODAY WAS SOO FUN!! ttyl <3 i<3bryan |
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[Feb. 26th, 2004|08:08 pm] |
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| | sad | ] |
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| | Charlotte Church and Josh Groban- The Prayer | ] | school went by REALLY slow.. but it was all good. it finally ended, and i came home and went running down to SP to my moms work, then i ran to bryans and stayed there a bit. i made him upset and i still feel REALLY bad bc i didnt mean to at all. he says he does but idk i still feel REALLY bad. then i came home, i still dont feel well. i took a really hot bubble bath and listened to music.. it was nice. haha, bryans at diving and im really hungry. haha. im gonna get a lot of sleep and probably sleep after school tomorrow so im better and happier.. d/l the song below! its sooo pretty. haha, expessially when i sing it! :-) haha. ttyl <3 i<3bryan |
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